Somebody's Me

Love is one complex feeling. The more you try understanding it, the harder it gets. Its not for a day or a time but forever they say. 

Ahh..... Valentine's day is meant to celebrate this love. The love we share for our loved ones. Not just one person but for all those who have somewhere left some good memories in our lives.

Makes me nostalgic as i think about all the people who love me and are a part of me. Be it those friends, whom i spend the best days of my life with, those people whom i did the craziest things with or those who are so far away but simply there. Their presence could simply mean the world. A few whom you can't see life without. A few who make you feel blessed.

To all these jewels in my life, here goes my heart, my favourite song....!!!

"You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me"

 

21st sept

Feels like forever since i last updated my blog, just coz i barely visited bloggerville. Thanks to my friend noticing no updates from myside that i decided i would write something, and as always it makes me feel good.

Happy, busy, hectic, time moving by real fast. I've gone online on my messengers after 4 days, that says it all i guess. Last post seemed lousy i guess, but thats life eh, with me moving on roller coasters!!!!!

3 days of classes followed by 2 days of work...wao...does it for me all the time. Visited the lakeshore area at the south of the city with a few friends, attended a Hawan that took place on campus. One can be amazed by the things you get done inspite of having so much going on.

I touched my keyboard(PSR Casio) today after so long. And like everytime i play it, she never leaves me disappointed. Always leaves me happy:)

Ive decided i'll try updating my blog on a weekly base(yes, to all those who sincerely follow it) atleast till december.

PS- Loving the title track of Drona, gives me a real good feel. I guess its the tune:)

Peace!

One week down

With first week of classes done, it doesn't feel any better. Although all the first day professor talks takes you close to cloud nine, its brings with it test dates which ain't that great. The fact is I got to pull up another 8 months before I get what I want....yes, some vacation!!!! Might sound crazy but i really require it. Its been crazy busy, tiring and hectic and I am just a week down my countdown. Before you can even complete your sleep on the weekend its time to welcome another Monday. Plus now when your not looking forward to it, it comes by pretty fast.

Of thoughts on my mind here are a few...

- Do what is right, not what you want to.

- Don't watch " a walk to remember", at least not at this time of the year, makes you lose focus and gets you all thinking loser things.

- The church priest said, Sometimes what destroys can make certain things heal.

- You can be stronger than you thing, provided you want it.

- First years talk too much and most of it comes out of being scared and excited.

- Got a chance to watch "wednesday'. That was something really well done in a long time.

Peace!!!!

News & awards

After four months of vacationing, its time to get back. Time to get serious and time to get busy again.

Can't beleive its over, good times sure fly off without realising. But as always one thing remains- memories, and they will always be treasured. All the wonderland rides, the concerts, the fun filled trips, the movies, the car tracking and the roaming, all come to an end. One of my best summers so far!! Can't thank swets enough for all the fun times and for "something borrowed" - an awesome read.

An end of a fantastic summer, and a beginning of a new academic year. Looking forward to some exciting things lined up, new courses, new schedules, and for sure new experiences with so much more to learn from. I hope this new beginning ends well.

About blogging, I guess i'll become infrequent with my postings but I am sure i won't live without blogging.

A special mention about the award on my page.

Thanks a ton Sourish, he's awarded me with the "Blogging Friends Forever' award. Waooo....feels so awesome to own this BFF gold card!!!! Looks classy than most of the cards I own. I totally accept it:D:D

I think i should pass it on so here it goes. Acceptance isn't mandatory!!! The award's just a mark of acknowledgement and blogs I can't stop visiting:D:D

The Awards goes to :

Sourish(yes, back to you, even though u've already got it, couldn;t miss out on you re!!)

Raka (Keep up the writing, its been fun reading)

Sam(Love all the detaling in the posts. Dude, you are all over the place, just accept this one ok?!?!?)

KC(Relate a lot to your posts, same pinch types)

Ankur(for always visiting and commenting, you've been one of the first ones to comment)

Smriti and Nithin( new to me but cool....keep writing & visiting)

Stephen(for always letting me be a part of your entourage)*

and last but not the least....Shekhar(get back on frequency mode soon)!!!

Have a great week ahead guys!!!

Long Weekend:)

Second last weekend before University commences and I am glad it went pretty well.

2 full days of roaming, 2 totally different places....did it for me. It was my third trip to wonderland for the season, but guess what, its was a rocking trip all the three times!! The next day, I went to this place with my family like north of where i am located. Was somewhere in the country side. For a few hours i felt like I wasn't in Canada. In a long time, i wasn't surrounded by people, buildings, construction and the noise. it was something different. It was just so pretty, so serene, something that made me happy and made my day!!

Ahh, not to forget, I was tracking sexy cars on my way back and forth. Mann, they were just super awesome.

Tomorrow, schedules get back to normal, last week of work before its time to give priority to something else.

Happiness is what you want it to be and when you decide to stay content with what you get and have.

Peace!!!

Current Updates

-Its better to just do things rather than giving it too much thought. Thinking just messes things up.

-Indulging in things you like doing could actually make you feel right.

-The "busy raho, khush raho" funda actually works!!

-The weekend's been different, guess why-it went by, without me watching any movies or staying up til 3 am. In a long time, it actually went by doing constructive things, pata hi nahi chala.

-She's back, feels like some part of my life is back.

-Random-Spent more time at the music store rather than the others.

- I am hooked on to the remix version of khuda jaane( bachna aye haseeno).

-Glad that my blog is getting frequent visits from my home town area. Keep visiting:)

-Before I realized its already time!!! Time to resume schedules, time to be back to routine. Exactly three weeks in the counting from today, university kicks in!!!

My Sunday

Life's going on, moving on, leading me on, following a route which is pretty stable. Its nothing exciting nor totally boring. Its the theek types, where i don;t have much to be excited about!!

Work has been crazy for the past couple of days. Gosh, this one guy following me everywhere. Feels irritating to be followed. I hate people chasing me,especially when i don't care, not to forget his crappy accent. Annoying.
Besides that, i have been having funny convos with my Arabic friend. Its random how we started cribbing about the same thing:P:P, plan on hitting the booze store sometime soon with her, she talks like a pro about alcohol. Also need to check out some arabic tracks from her i-pod.

Caught up on some sleep this Sunday, church and back(i tell you it brings me back to life, get this feeling which is out of the world, at least something in the world gives me peace). Its been so dull out here. Supposed to be some hot summer days, but the past few days have turned out cold and rainy.
Catching up with friends back home (rain and more rain is what i hear)and some cool tracks have been it.
Feels like these past few days have transitioned me from my crap to something new, its a good feeling, thoroughly what I've been look forward too.

Something thats on my mind since morning:-
"Be not afraid
I Go With You Always
Come Follow Me,
And I Shall Give You Rest".

Movies- been on a long pause with it, not in the mood to sit still for 3 hours, after being so exhausted. Singh is King should be on the list next.

Have a rocking week ahead.

Enjoy!!!

Friendship day:)

Thanks to Ravs who reminded me that today is friendships day, thanks for the wishes, you being the first!!!

So whats new on this day?!?!? not as hyped up in this part of the world, but yeah i always try to reach out to those people who somewhere in my life mean or have meant something.

So here is to them, a special reachout to all those special people:-

Thank you!!!
For simply being there,
Listening to my crap,
For helping me smile each day,
And most importantly, for loving me as I am and making me feel on top of the world when I am with you.

Its nice to see all your friends get back to you today. No matter which part of the world they are, it gives joy to remember them and see how they remember you.

I remember getting beating for having my hands filled with names during school. The pain hasn't remained but the memories, standing outside the principal's office and wasting time....waoo...simply amazing. Ahh and those friendship bands, we used to roam from one class to another, pass corridors to tie those to our friends. And then, the entire day, u'd see colourful wrists, sometimes upto the elbow.

Today is to those friends, wishing them the Happiest Friendship Day Ever!!!

A special mention to my bloggerville friends, thanks for reading, commenting and for those words of wisdom. You rock!!!

PS-I watched the Dark Knight today, something you couldn't miss!!!

One more outta randomness

I want to write, pour out my heart, whats on my mind, but not finding the right words. Its just the feelings sometime, that does all the expressing. Happens with everyone right?? You have so many things happening that you dunno where to begin from. Just all messie messie, so many hidden expressions, so many assumptions. Trying to avoid, nobody willing to speak, all thats left is .........

I think I am crazy right now, this post might sound wierd, nothing intentional , just some wacky thoughts kicking in.

Have been all over the place for the past few days. I learned to think( thanks to that one person who got me hooked to seeing life that way), and for sure after that life has changed. But you know what, its painful. Real hard to see that person go. I picture myself how I was 3 years ago, just a carefree being who didn't think, just lived. Said to a friend today, i want to see myself that way. It will take time, but it will happen, thats my faith.

Life's creepy sometimes. Was stunned at church today, when Father J asked me, "Are you Ok"??. I got a few stares, dunno what the others felt about that comment to me. Thought to myself, what the hell, what instincts mann!!!

The sunday has been relaxing so far, thankful for certain things, for some, not. Get out of my way is all i plead for. Its like your walking on a road when all of a sudden you see something, something distracting at that moment. Anyways, this is wierd.

These lyrics on my mind- “Jeene ke liye socha hi nahi....dard sambhaalne honge".


PS-Watched some movies today, Kismat Konnection being one of them , aww it sucked, I slept half way through. Too bad, I should have listened.

Guests

Hope you guys had a great sunday=)

Well mine was a lil hatke, just because i didn't laze around or while away time doing nothing but infact did something unusual, guess what?? -entertained guestss!!!

My life's become fairly patterned and so scheduled, where i just go by what is required of me, follow what i need to, no nakhras, just live, simply,do what i want. And the moment i heard guests coming over, i was just like, are you serious dad?!?! No offence at all, this place has made me like that.

People hate mondays, because all they are thinking is the weekend. In that confusion, they forget about the other days of the week and indeed time just flies. There was a stage when i used to track hours but now its different. Track weekends, and boom, 3 years gone by!!

Sorry, coming back to guests, wahi puraney questions--
They: So where you working?!?!?!
Me: Old place, old place.

They: What about school???
Me: Yeah, sept 8th, still some time to chill;)

They: You happy here(damn everybody, every single time)?!?!
Me: Well depends you see, its a long story, blah blah.

They: You want to go back?!?!
Me: Ahh...Dunno, cant say yet.

At the end, it was alright. Some stories were targeted at me, some lessons:PP, some random talks. I was judged by what i said - but who cares. I am glad I was just me.

PS- i finally watched Jaane tu ya jaane na, now i know why i read so many posts about it!!!!

Have a good one!!!

Sundaie

Just back from church, felt good that i made it on time after a long time. The prayer group rocked it today, was totally awesome=).

Its got so gloomy outside, looks like its gonna pour like hell, need it need it.

Sunday, one of the slowest days of the week for me, just doesn;t pass fast.

Today :-

- I've realized, some inspiration is what i always need.

-Father Joyson said, don't fear anyone or any thing except God(in a respectful way)

- I've to write to sis mama, she'll be crossing 81 this year!!!

- I'm addicted to these songs from JAL and got my sis addicted to them too.

- Heard these songs from 'UGLY AUR PAGLI'....they are amongst the crazier ones ive heard this year.

- Hope mamu gets alright jaldi jaldi.

-And finally, crap, 4 days left for my exam, pata nahi kitney teer marney wali hun:DDD