Thursday, July 31, 2008

Of late...

Two more days to the weekend, and how i wait. Its been a full-on work work work week. No complains, its been interesting though.

My senior operators get surprised at how each time they see me at a different place, they say wah promotion!! I say- naah, work calls me. But i like these guys, they pamper me like hell(just because I am the youngest). Work's been like my rescue from stupid things( seriously, dumb things). Touch wood. But honestly, its gets boring at home and moreover i end up in the thinking world which ain't good, so i love it the busy way. Busy raho, khush raho.

The Ahmedabad news got to me, but am relieved to know, alls well with her.

This weekend calls for some roaming about and some movie hopefully, my favourite timepass!! Some lazing around would do too:P:P Who cares, time flies ...thats it.

The countdown for the "Back to Univ" days shall arrive soon = ).

Have a good weekend people!!!

Monday, July 28, 2008

One more outta randomness

I want to write, pour out my heart, whats on my mind, but not finding the right words. Its just the feelings sometime, that does all the expressing. Happens with everyone right?? You have so many things happening that you dunno where to begin from. Just all messie messie, so many hidden expressions, so many assumptions. Trying to avoid, nobody willing to speak, all thats left is .........

I think I am crazy right now, this post might sound wierd, nothing intentional , just some wacky thoughts kicking in.

Have been all over the place for the past few days. I learned to think( thanks to that one person who got me hooked to seeing life that way), and for sure after that life has changed. But you know what, its painful. Real hard to see that person go. I picture myself how I was 3 years ago, just a carefree being who didn't think, just lived. Said to a friend today, i want to see myself that way. It will take time, but it will happen, thats my faith.

Life's creepy sometimes. Was stunned at church today, when Father J asked me, "Are you Ok"??. I got a few stares, dunno what the others felt about that comment to me. Thought to myself, what the hell, what instincts mann!!!

The sunday has been relaxing so far, thankful for certain things, for some, not. Get out of my way is all i plead for. Its like your walking on a road when all of a sudden you see something, something distracting at that moment. Anyways, this is wierd.

These lyrics on my mind- “Jeene ke liye socha hi nahi....dard sambhaalne honge".

PS-Watched some movies today, Kismat Konnection being one of them , aww it sucked, I slept half way through. Too bad, I should have listened.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Tag Answers!!

1. What is your first name? - Valencia
2. What is your favorite food? right now? - Maggi noodles
3. What high school did you go to? - Carmelite Convent English High
4. What is your favorite color? - Blue and black
5. Who is your celebrity crush? -John, u rawk!!
6. What is your favorite drink? - Mazza hai, fresh hai :P:P
7. What is your dream vacation? - New York
8. What is your favorite dessert? - Chocolate cake with strawberry on it, simply yums!!
9. What do you want to be when you grow up? - On the top, like the clouds!!
10. What do you love most in life? - two people actually, mosaic maker came up with the random image, sahi hai!!
11. What is one word that describes you? - smiley
12. What is your user name? - aqua gurl, water lilies.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Rain - Drain

This has been on my mind the entire day and so i post it here.

Rushing to work and it starts pouring. Thanks to the weather forecast,at least i had my umbrella. Mann these guys are always so damnn right. They say it rains, and sure it does!! Likewise with the snow. So at that time, all i cared was reaching work on time and guess what, by the time I reach the employee entrance I am drench wet!! The umbrella didn't work. The rain overpowered it. Was just one of those showers that came in all directions. Embarrassed, cold and trying not to be noticed I proceed. The funniest part is I got asked, is it raining outside?!?(Now Obviously , what do you think got me wet!!).

But I am smart, couldn't give up. The next day, i go totally prepared for a FLOOD, but, not a drop of water anywhere. Don't want to mention what what I took with me :PP Stood at the bus stop wishing so hard, that please please God please let it rain, but no, not a drop. How rightly is it said, life is unexpected, things happen so randomly and when u'd never expect.

That day we had thunder showers in the night.

Random- I finally checked twitter. Looks fun, just hope its not the next thing on the addiction list!!!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Tagged =)

I have been tagged by stephen, thanks buddy, I was so excited, this being my first tag ever!!!!
Its called the "Mosaic Tag".

So here are the rules:-
1. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.
2. Using only the first page of results, and pick one image.
3. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into Big Huge Lab’s Mosaic Maker to create a mosaic of the picture answers.

The questions:
1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food? right now?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. What is your favorite drink?
7. What is your dream vacation?
8. What is your favorite dessert?
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. What is one word that describes you?
12. What is your user name?

And here is the Mosaic :))

Try guessing the answers!!!!

Its been a fun tag, was funnie to see all the images that came up to what i typed=)

Ok so now i tag Sourish, Sam , goonj , K.C. , Am in Trance and anybody else who'd wish to take it up!!


Monday, July 21, 2008


Hope you guys had a great sunday=)

Well mine was a lil hatke, just because i didn't laze around or while away time doing nothing but infact did something unusual, guess what?? -entertained guestss!!!

My life's become fairly patterned and so scheduled, where i just go by what is required of me, follow what i need to, no nakhras, just live, simply,do what i want. And the moment i heard guests coming over, i was just like, are you serious dad?!?! No offence at all, this place has made me like that.

People hate mondays, because all they are thinking is the weekend. In that confusion, they forget about the other days of the week and indeed time just flies. There was a stage when i used to track hours but now its different. Track weekends, and boom, 3 years gone by!!

Sorry, coming back to guests, wahi puraney questions--
They: So where you working?!?!?!
Me: Old place, old place.

They: What about school???
Me: Yeah, sept 8th, still some time to chill;)

They: You happy here(damn everybody, every single time)?!?!
Me: Well depends you see, its a long story, blah blah.

They: You want to go back?!?!
Me: Ahh...Dunno, cant say yet.

At the end, it was alright. Some stories were targeted at me, some lessons:PP, some random talks. I was judged by what i said - but who cares. I am glad I was just me.

PS- i finally watched Jaane tu ya jaane na, now i know why i read so many posts about it!!!!

Have a good one!!!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Look who does it?!?!

Time heals it all eh?? Sure it does!!! I'm the living proof!! Time has done it for me this time. Yippie!! Gone are the days, when even seeing that someone online gave me chills. When we spoke for hours together without caring about the time. Those moments, where your just so mean to each other but it still gives you pleasure, some sorta happiness. Just that carefree talking, no bothering, just be-ing me, no hiding.

But things have changed, for the good i always say. Coz only then can you appreciate the present. Whatever it is, whatever has changed things, glad that now i breath a different me.

Time has transformed me. Its not news to most people, but for those who wait for things to change, keep waiting, coz things indeed change.

Just thinking, that today i feel nothing, nothing at all. That someone just feels like any other being, thats it. Honest to god, its taken time, a while actually, but time has taken me to the next phase of my life and for that i am simply thankful.Thankful to my friends, who guided me right. Like the others, i avoided listening, coz all i could listen to, was myself, but when I did give it a thought it made so much sense.

Movies and music have been entertaining me a lot these days, its just fun. High on some piano instumentals,gosh i confess I m addicted to them, so dammnnn good, it just completes me, takes me to where i left from!

Loving this song right now....."I tried so hard and got so far,
In the end, it doesn't even matter."

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Random crap again

After trying to answer all the questions thrown, in a politically correct manner, the 50-50 types, i got to know what "I', i repeat "I" was all about.
Came from someone, who i'd never imagine. Someone who i claim to know for a bit, but from whom, all that came made perfect sense, in a long time.

Ever came across such a being, who just goes shoot-a-toot-a-toot, tells you things you really never thought about yourself or rather pretty scared to confess and face?
Things that are soo damnn true, so much you wish someone else noticed? But You know what, I call such a creature an angel, a true eye opener...needed, needed and needed.

Ever heard small things with great love. OR

Great people don't do big things, they do small things differently

And this is the true today,
You begin to appreciate things, when they go astray.
You love, but your afraid to say.
You assume, without caring u'd need to convey.

PS-Watched '27 dresses" today, fun movie, total relaxer, enjoyed it!!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008


Just for my records.

What a day it has been -Started off crap, cooled midway, blazzed at the end....phewww...thats the way its always been,and guess what,i like extremes, love it this way.
Had a not so good conversation with my team lead,12 am, was pissed coz he moved my space...which i didn't approve of..but then he realised there was something wrong...came spoke to me..and i was like...fine..i m cool..and then was indeed cool, things went well.

The moment you begin to accept things as they are, be happy with what you have and stay content....thats when things are all under control. But the question is....are we always happy with what we have??? Nahh...we want more!!! More space, more fun, more marks, more love. AHh...have ya thought of a way to handle it? i am still searching!

Then there are these few people, whose impact of like a line or two means the world....hell ya, it does!!! Ever thought of how a child feels when he sees the phoogawala(balloon seller, in mumbai ki small go crazyy).Bad analogy, but thats all i can think think of rt now. Today ive heard from him(friend, guru, competitor, inspiration...all the good things you cud think of, one who teases you to life), and hes doing well, that means a ton, I am glad.

Ok so i was about to publish post but guess what, something else happens, ohh good lord, the worst i could imagine, that past was revived..those they hurt each time, content supressed for ease.

Aww too much dramatics here, miss ya gujju:PP(loved the convo i had with you gurl, gets me back on track, each time).

For now-Hold on, be strong.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Day craze

Was sleeping after a night shift but i suddenly woke up. Guess What?
To my witty neighbor blasting techno beats music in his drive way which went on for a good 2 hours. Like people usually do that in the nite at 12 am here...but its 3 in the afternoon...dude,get a life!! For Gods sake...dude couldn't you blast it somewhere else...and publicize your crappy car and the music somewhere else. For the first few minutes, i thought it was the person in my dream playing music, but then, when it didn't seem to stop...i was like wth!!! It was so damn loud that even my room windows refused to help me sleep. Changed rooms, that didn't help either! Can still feel the hemispheres in my head rotating.

So finally i decided to let the dude do he wants, while i did some blogging=)

Thursday, July 3, 2008


Today's been one splendid day in my so called monotonous life.

So i met these friends of mine in like two years....woohoo...unplanned, as unexpected as it could be....didn't think it would happen, or we'd ever meet, after our paths were drifted and set out differently, but we did.
Talked for hours, catching up on two years, relived all those moments we'd spend together, good times!

Its funny how we'll all transitioned, from one phase of our life to this new life, moved our ways, but still on this one day, we connected and bonded well. How we still cribbed about a few things....about our lives, 2 yrs ago and now. And how we've got over certain things that we no longer wanted to look back at.

Some things change and some just don't...what say???

What can i say, fond memories with you guys in the crappiest time of my life....will always be treasured!!!