Thursday, July 17, 2008

Look who does it?!?!

Time heals it all eh?? Sure it does!!! I'm the living proof!! Time has done it for me this time. Yippie!! Gone are the days, when even seeing that someone online gave me chills. When we spoke for hours together without caring about the time. Those moments, where your just so mean to each other but it still gives you pleasure, some sorta happiness. Just that carefree talking, no bothering, just be-ing me, no hiding.

But things have changed, for the good i always say. Coz only then can you appreciate the present. Whatever it is, whatever has changed things, glad that now i breath a different me.

Time has transformed me. Its not news to most people, but for those who wait for things to change, keep waiting, coz things indeed change.

Just thinking, that today i feel nothing, nothing at all. That someone just feels like any other being, thats it. Honest to god, its taken time, a while actually, but time has taken me to the next phase of my life and for that i am simply thankful.Thankful to my friends, who guided me right. Like the others, i avoided listening, coz all i could listen to, was myself, but when I did give it a thought it made so much sense.


Movies and music have been entertaining me a lot these days, its just fun. High on some piano instumentals,gosh i confess I m addicted to them, so dammnnn good, it just completes me, takes me to where i left from!

Loving this song right now....."I tried so hard and got so far,
In the end, it doesn't even matter."

32 comments:

J said...

In the end it doesn't even matter... quite true. But I wonder why most of the things in life end that way.

Buzzz said...

hey Aqua girl, i concur with you here. i too made a similar recovery out of a shit situation and i did it on my own. i didnt run away anywhere, i was right there with myself, i never allwoed to go weak to myself and then right now i stand almost out f it..

i hated when she came visiting my blog and copying the stuff around....movies and music are huge boosters for me tooo :))

i m lucky to hv found ur blog....

τ ħ€ ĐάЎđяёάmёя said...

linkin park rocks \m/

rest it is good that u are over this feeling...coz it really hurts a lot..wen u see sumone online and not talking to u...:) or u can't talk to the one...

I m happy for u...

Mysterio!! said...

Hobbies are saviours... its perhaps not just time... Becoz u need to spend all dat time doing something & Enjoying it as much..

Sach said...

hey so good to see you happy!
Guess what even I went through the same phase but now I don't think I even care a damn!
Kudos! :))

Ravi said...

"Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a SEASON. "


Easier said than done but good to know that you learned and has been able to move on. I really appreciate your strength and i am so happy for u :)

aqua gurl said...

@ j
well life's that way, ends where we want it to end, where we want to see it begin again=)

aqua gurl said...

@ buzz

thnks for relating yet again, but yes its gr8 to move on just by facing it.

glad i came across ur blog too=)

aqua gurl said...

@ sourish

thank u jii:PP....thnks for the kind words=)

cheers!!

aqua gurl said...

@ mysterio

totally agree, fortunate that those hobbies are engaging me at the rt time!!!

aqua gurl said...

@ sach

thnks sweets=)

aqua gurl said...

thnks ravi,

means a lot=)

thnks for all the supportive words=)

Harshad Joshi said...

कालाय तस्मै नमहा ||

Time alone has the power to heal..Time is the Almighty...Bow to Him and seek wisdom which will set you free and make you strong..you will be in bliss..

Actually, its surprising to see many people suffering from the ill effects of cyber relations or IM friendship, where we dont know how to react when the person who made us feel awkward comes online...

Groovy, someone must do a research in this feild..

Knatchbulley Hughzscene said...

even i went thru a very similar situation recently.. dunno if m over it completely or atleast i want to think m over it.
studyin fr my civils exam helped me focus on more imp issues in life..

way to go gurl :) we're all happy!!

p.s. one of my fav linkin park songs!!!

Shetu said...

i say this always...i love ur blogs...but really...makes so much sense to me to...weird it is...wen we listen to ourselves...we feel we're rite..till we think a lil better to ppl we call friends n family...n they come as divine ppl in our lives who help us understand it all...cia-thank u
p.s.-ily

aqua gurl said...

@ harshad

it wasn't about cyber love my friend!! Its just the wierd feeling that sustains after everything ends.

aqua gurl said...

@ Knatchbulley Hughzscene,

its amazing to see how almost everyone goes through this situation and copes with it in different ways.

Yes, i m keeping myself occupied with things i once loved doing!!!

aqua gurl said...

@ gujju

All i can say is ....

PS- I love you!!!!

Rajesh said...

Very good introspection...very nice... DO visit my blog when u find time..hope u like it..

P.S: Editing b4 u post really helps...re phrasing needed to b done in the 2nd paragraph...jus a suggestion..no offence..

aqua gurl said...

@ rajesh

hey dude, appreciate your suggestions, btw my blog is an expression of things that happen in my life, don't bother to edit n stuff , coz thts how i want it to be, straight from my heart n mind=)

I think the content conveys what i wanted to and thts abt it.

cheers, enjoy!!!

I Walk Alone!!! said...

Brilliant!!! You have spent your share of time getting over the "not so good" phase and now its time for some fun girl. Really happy for you. :)

Hey thats a wonderful song from Linkin Park. One of my favs.

aqua gurl said...

@ i walk alone

thnks a lot=)

gunj said...

babe...thanks a lot fo dat post! i really needed it :)

gunj said...

blogrolled ya!

Buzzz said...

waiting for new post valencia :)

aqua gurl said...

@ gunj, thanks babes=)

aqua gurl said...

@ sam, sure sure, hopefully today ;)

Solitaire said...

I love to read such posts. They spread hope amongst those who are hurting in the moment.

aqua gurl said...

@ solitaire
thnks for visiting=)

Buzzz said...

oye no new post....fine lagaye?

Reza said...

You write very well.

Aqua gurl said...

thnks a lot reza! Keep reading!