Monday, July 28, 2008

One more outta randomness

I want to write, pour out my heart, whats on my mind, but not finding the right words. Its just the feelings sometime, that does all the expressing. Happens with everyone right?? You have so many things happening that you dunno where to begin from. Just all messie messie, so many hidden expressions, so many assumptions. Trying to avoid, nobody willing to speak, all thats left is .........

I think I am crazy right now, this post might sound wierd, nothing intentional , just some wacky thoughts kicking in.

Have been all over the place for the past few days. I learned to think( thanks to that one person who got me hooked to seeing life that way), and for sure after that life has changed. But you know what, its painful. Real hard to see that person go. I picture myself how I was 3 years ago, just a carefree being who didn't think, just lived. Said to a friend today, i want to see myself that way. It will take time, but it will happen, thats my faith.

Life's creepy sometimes. Was stunned at church today, when Father J asked me, "Are you Ok"??. I got a few stares, dunno what the others felt about that comment to me. Thought to myself, what the hell, what instincts mann!!!

The sunday has been relaxing so far, thankful for certain things, for some, not. Get out of my way is all i plead for. Its like your walking on a road when all of a sudden you see something, something distracting at that moment. Anyways, this is wierd.

These lyrics on my mind- “Jeene ke liye socha hi nahi....dard sambhaalne honge".


PS-Watched some movies today, Kismat Konnection being one of them , aww it sucked, I slept half way through. Too bad, I should have listened.

25 comments:

Southpaw unplugged said...

Liked the title of your page and the layout...
Now lemme dig into ur posts...

Ankur said...

well... ireally dont know much abt it, but dont think too much, things will be alright soon!! :)

and listen to this song too...
aane wala pal, jane wala hai... :)


Take care,
Ankur

τ ħ€ ĐάЎđяёάmёя said...

inna jyada senti:O

hawwww


tension na lo..wid time sab thik ho jayega :)

aur ab man kismat connection nhi dekhne wala


yippieeeee:P

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

heyy nice blog... :)

i like that song thats playing right now.. very nostalgic :)

Shetu said...

i hope alls fine...
y u worry..main hoon na?lol
oops...u forgot to smile while readin this!
sooo...
....
....
SMILE u dodo:)

Sachi said...

*same pinch*
I am so same in thoughts right now.
Don't worry everything will be fyn n rocking soon...

phoenix said...

*HUGS*

THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO SEE YOU THROUGH A TOUGH TIME....


HEY DO YOU MIND IF I LINK YOU??

Buzzz said...

hey valencia, it seems you need a big dose.....

kya yaar yeh kya haal bana rakha he ? get over it. u know how right...

Ravi said...

Hey Val, its nice that you are expressing what you are feeling. and trust me there is nothing weird in that. Not at all. as for the song u mentioned in d last, i wud like to mentions another line of that particular song itself--
Zindagi tere gum ne humain rishte naye samjhaye.......
its like that...you learn and you move on...obviously it takes hell lot of time.

so cheer up girl :)

ceedy said...

it will all be fine...

and yes kismet konnection sucked - walked out in 15 mins....

aqua gurl said...

@ southpaw

thnks for visiting, first person who comments on my layout:P:P thnku!!!

aqua gurl said...

@ ankur

haan yaar, nahi sochti, abhi theek hun totally:)

aqua gurl said...

@ sourish

senti nahi re, bilkul theek hun, bas joo man mein tha likh diya:P:P

KK mat dekh yaar, crappy movie

tk cr!!!

aqua gurl said...

@ rahul

thnks for visiting!!

aqua gurl said...

@ sach

yeah buddy, i guess everyone goes through it, some bad days...lol

aqua gurl said...

@ phoenix

yeah,totally agree.

aqua gurl said...

@ sam

yeah, i'll get over it, time lagega, but i will!!!!

aqua gurl said...

@ ravs

miss u around, thnks for the words:)

aqua gurl said...

@ ceedy

thnks for visiting!!

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

i think we all have our "crazy" and it is so totally normal :-)

Nice template :-)
Will be visiting often :-)

Ashu said...

hey i dont like this form of yours. dont be a weak jane :)

J said...

This randomness sure is intriguing :)

Well I suppose it's one of those days. Just keep yourself busy and say g'bye to the blues, or there's always a shot of whisky closeby.

aqua gurl said...

@ raaji,

thnks=)

aqua gurl said...

@ ashu

I know, i don;t like it either, par kabhi kabhi ho jaata hai!!!

aqua gurl said...

@ J

intriguing....hmm....is it??!!!