On a movie roll!!

Christmas was good. Things went by as expected, the mass, the dinner, the guests. Heard from people who i'd thought of and also got some surprises. Missed the presence of a few friends.

House parties and the shopping continues despite the cold winter. Life goes on. Movie after movie;) So many now that the count seems difficult.

Golmaal Returns, naah, the first part was better!

Rab ne bana di jodi- the voice quality on TV wasn;t good but the movie was alright. Needed to watch something after, to get back to my normal self.

And guess what followed it? Dil Kabaddi- Was an ordinary movie, but funny and nice. One of those light movies! Some amazing performances in there!

And finally, Ghajini- action fans would love this one. Songs were superb though. One time watch!

So this is what i've been doing:D:D Ohh i forgot to mention, "Sorry bhai" and "Lucky oye...Oye Lucky"..!!

Christmas is here!

Snow, freezing rain and slushy roads as i made my way home. Still better than yesterday, where i thought my feet would lapse midway because of the wind chill and the temperature. If you gaze up at the sky in the night, you see the snow reflecting it, which is not usual at this time of the year!!

Happy birthday mommie! May you see many more birthdays!! Admire the strength in you, each day of my life. Stay cool :D:D

Ahh one more work day before its Christmas and a few days of holidays! Takes me back in time to those days where Christmas meant spending more time outside the house rather than staying indoors. Roaming all of Christmas Eve in my area, and those huge speakers blasting amazing music in our complex.. Heading to church in the night so that we could chill on the 25th. Staying up after mass and eating that Christmas cake at 2 am....aww, fun times. I picture the Don Bosco's ground being lit up for mid-nights, the road to there, filled with balloons. Just beautiful. I wish, i see myself at Don Bosco's again..!! Atleast in my dreams:D:D

Time has changed. This Christmas calls for some time home and time off from work. That is at least what I am hoping for. Movies would do too.

I'll miss the roamings at GT, the party there, the people and the sweets.

Cherishing those days, and celebrating the present..!!!






Wishing you all a Merry Christmas!!


Happy Birthday Baby Jesus!!

Done Done Done!

So the most awaited time arrives, exams done, what a relief!!! About how did they go, lets leave that to be a mystery since I dunno for myself. Only the marks shall tell which i ain't that excited about!

You just have all the time in the world now to do chill things. Be it watching random stuff or changing how your blog looks, as you can see!! I am still playing around with the looks of it. And honestly, time just flies. You don't realise how time just goes by, which is the beauty of it. Have some killer movies to watch, episodes to catch up on. Friends to catch up with. House to be cleant for Christmas. A few books to read, mind it, interesting ones and not those 800 page texts which simply dont end. More than anything, its just time to relax and ease out.

Got a heavy dump of snow throughout the night. Didn't realise it was so bad until i opened my door. Roads messed but its a good feel to see everything so cozy and white. Makes me just want to stay home and watch movies.

Set of awards coming up soon!!!

Till then, enjoy!

Peace!

Pieces of me!

So many thoughts running down,
So much to say and so little time!!

Time of good news and surprises,
Time that simply brings back the best!!!

A year gone by,
Still unsure about its joy or pain!!

Words that complete me,
Words that portray whats on my mind and say it all,
Simply, pieces of me!!



Life - - Law- - home - - baba - - hyderabad - - nasik - -

night- - 44 north - - Union station - -ghatkopar - - bandstand

- - volvo - - finance - - movies - - CTV - - merry - - eglinton avenue

east- - 10th E - - rain - - happiness - - L7 - - music - - hope - -

misunderstandings - - 20 - - TB- - I class - - black - -world cup

- - friend - - scooty - - love - -bloggie - - idol - - letters - - Tech -

- vasai - - 800- - SE - -me.

This is whats going on..!

Time to get ready for a new phase, guess what -----EXAMS it is!!!

Not complaining, because i anxiously await the break after it.

You get this extra lazy feel when your supposed to be in crunch mode. You spend so much time doing everything else but work. Books all around you but your somewhere else. Right now, you want to listen to Kailash Kher!!! Only to that one particular song. Its like, why didn't the same song strike you 3 days back. You want to read updates of some TV show. All of a sudden, random news interests you!

You want your friend to reply instantaneously to your message when you very well know that the earliest he'll get back to you is tomorrow. Standard time!!! But you still wish for an impossibility. You feel that may be you could fit in an hour of outting and you need a break, guess where though, to the shopping centre!

Christmas plans already being set. To make it worse, plans for spring break(3rd week of Feb) come to your mind. This term isn't done yet but your dreaming of this perfect out station trip with your friends. And it goes beyond that..!!!

Your mind reaches a place where its definitely not supposed to be...atleast for the next few days!

On a serious note----Sourie, good to see you back, you and all your name callings have been missed!!!

PS-Minus eight degrees today and could that have been better?!?!

So many unanswered questions, so many things we want done. So many details that still seem shaky.So many things that come to mind when you glance back at what happened in the last week. A lot of "What if" questions ran through my mind the entire weekend. Its just that when you think of people who could have possibly been hurt or injured, you feel it all the more.

Watched NDTV's "we the people" last night which got me into a totally different mood. An emotion ruled me saying- there is something that is needed to be done. Decisions and choices that needed to be made. Some change, some step or some measure is needed to reassure the people. To make them feel atleast a little safer when the walk the streets of Mumbai. Like the people on the show even i was asked by somebody, would I ever go to mumbai again? Hell yes!!! Nothing could replace the feeling of simply being there.

Mumbai's 9/11

Scared, shocked and terrified.

The fear of loosing beats every other feeling on earth.

Can;t find words to describe or say what i want to.

Hope things are ok from those unheard.

Peace.

Of Life & Cars

Life's like an expressway or freeway whatever you call it. People are like cars. People drive in when they feel like. Use it when they need to. And boom...outside... before you even peep outside your car window. By the time you want to get a glimpse of it from your honda or trying to decide what make it is, its gone!!! You wish you moved faster or else you hadn't seen it in the first place but too bad its already got you distracted.You so want to figure out what exactly it was but guess what its far away, unreachable.

I bet you'll see many others while on board. But what about that one? That only who stole your sight away? Lost it i guess. It has overtaken you.

Ain't life like that? You lose one but there is hope u'll gain another. They say, umeed pe toh duniya kaayam hai! You gotta keep going at the same pace to in order to avoid a mess on the freeway and let the road moving swift. Guess what, chances are this time u'll see something more amazing, may be a BMW..!!! Take the chance and move on...!! How i wish of people and of cars...!!!

EMI and Fashion

I've watched 2 movies in the past 3 days which is surprising, considering I have so much work to do and I am cramming for time.

EMI- Randomly happened to watch it, off course all for ARJUN!!! Haven't missed any of his movies. Have been an AR fan since his first movie. EMI was an ok movie, except for the pathetic songs which weren't even in sync with the movie. Was a funny movie though. Arjun was rocking. Maliaka was a torture but the story had a message and portrayed something simple and true- loan kiya hai toh chukana padega...!!!

Fashion- Got a lot of good reviews from friends and blogs, and Priyanka in general made me go see it. Her strongest character ever and her best look ever. Glamorous and awesome. My first ever Madhur Bhandarkar watch. Watched a serious movie in a long time. The movie lived up to what i had expected. Again, a true depiction of the fashion world. A good one time watch.

Have a good weekend people.

Stunning You !

You made my day at 7 am.
You made me smile.
Dazzling Beauty.
Classic, hot, trendy, Sizzling.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Can I stop loving you?!?!?!

Diwali Dhamaka 08

Last night was our official Diwali Pub Night on Campus. Words would not do justice to describe the fun we had. We barely have three Indian Functions around the year on campus, but this one just rocked.

Awesome music, cool performances, well co-ordinated, yummy food and the best of friends made the night memorable. Danced from the start till the show was over.

Was amazing to see so many students of different cultures coming together, on a land so far away from home. The event was a grand success, thanks to the enthusiasm of our Council members who made the difference and put up such an amazing night.

Thnks Swets for all you did last night and for a gem u've been.

Had a blast!!!

Rock on UTM!!!

Random

After the exams, its the getting-back-the-marks season. With university standards set up high, its a world where everybody wants to do well. Where everyone wants to stay above the class mean. Sometimes they are happy and sometimes not. More than one's own performance, people tend to react based on how other people do.

You do well, your on planet Mars. You barely care about the rest. You did it...time to party!!

If you screw up or if you are having a bad day, your close to crap. Your in a helpless and desperate state. The worst part is you can't do anything about it. Guess what, you simply have one midterm for the course and so you gotta accept it.Too bad, you don't stand a second chance. If it were your friend, what would you say?? Would you be sympathetic or would you tell him, he didn't put in enough efforts. What if it were you? What would you expect your friend to say to you?

In the Festive Season!!!

Diwali Greetings to all my mates here in bloggerville.

Hope this new year brings joy, peace, happiness and prosperity.

I have been a little late, thanks to my never-ending tests. Glad there are finally done!!

In short, ME is back.

Soon, i'll catch up with all my visitings:)

Fun before the midterms lauch!!!

Yesterday called for a splendid night out with my 2 close mates. Unplanned, undecided, random, hilarious and super duper fun till 5 am was all it was. And guess where, first to dinner and then we landed at the bottom floor of our campus library.Talked and giggled about the weirdest things, and our most treasured times and people!!! Apart from convincing my mom, i didn't have anything else to worry about.

Sometimes its nice to simply take it easy
Just life live without thinking and analyzing too much
Not caring about why he or she said this or that
There must be a reason to it, which might have nothing to do with you.


With four tests lined up in the next couple weeks, my life seems like a military base. Do you know how it feels?!?!?!?! Grrrhhhh!!! I won;t be updating my blog for a bit. Although, i'll try visiting my fav places :)

Peace!!

Oct 9th- Her 21st

It was my oldest friend's birthday yesterday, and i was glad i could call her, listen to her and her stories and tell her whats on with my life. Felt like ages since i last spoke to her but "touch wood" we always hit it right. Its this unusual bond that has led us together for the 18th year now. A few words uttered by her to me made me really emotional and nostalgic.
Same class, same area, same tuition, same friends, same college, same bus, even same church. But really opposite personalities and streams. Her house being right behind mine, we talked for hours, sometimes the entire evening. People passing by would be like, your talks never end. But so was it, some people in your life just differentiate themselves from the others. We have had the craziest fights and some real memorable times together.
Every time i connect with her, it feels like shes always there, present right here with me. Feels like i miss something here and that is her.
I just wish her the best out of life, all she can ever wish for.
Happy birthday baby, i miss you.

Movie Tag:)

The long pending movie tag. Here it comes!!!!!
Thanks Sam for the tag. I am a movie freak, had fun with it.

1. Name five of your all time favourite movies.
A Walk to Remember
Namaste London
P.S. I love You
Jab we Met
Dilwale dulhaniya le Jaengey

2. Name one movie which you recommend as a "must see".
Mr and Mrs Smith...was a good one...entertaining.
A wednesday...good moral to it.

3.one and only one movie that you have seen many times.
It has to be Jab we Met....like 10 times in almost a year.

4.which movie comes to your mind when i say funniest?
Hera Pheri....haven;t seen any fun ones after that!!!!

5. which movie made you really emotional?
A Wednesday, really made me emotional.

6. which movie series was as interesting as the first part
Has to be Dhoom!!!!

7. which movie didnt, according to you, live up to your expectations?
Dhai Akshar Prem ke...lol...that was way back....i really want to watch it in the theatre...thanks to my cable suppliers who telecasted it on TV the same week:P:P

8. which movie surprised you?
Kabhi Alvida na Kehna, Babul(typically turned out crap and too sob sob).

Now i Tag,
Stephen
Nithin
Sourie
KC
Smriti
Ceedy

or anyone who would like to take this tag up!!!!

Peace!!!

Dandiya 08

Feels like ages since i last wrote. But yea, a lot of things keeping me busy....university....outtings...events....lotsa happenings....lotsa new things....:D:D:D

Like the past year, i decided to go play dandiya even this year and it turned out super awesome. The people, the music, the feel- just amazing. There were about 4000 people that attended....!!!! The whole event gave me back that bombay feel. Memories of staying out the whole night, hitting sticks.....lol, even hit somebody's fingers once(poor guy). Travelling places to play dandiya. Damn....those were the days!!!

Dancing can be so relaxing...make me feel real good...plus it was super fun!!!! Awesome time, with the coolest people around...dandiya rocks!!!

Lyfe

Its all how you see it and what you want to do with it.

Its all about what makes you feel good and if somethings pissing you off its really important to find the exact opposite of it.....that is something that sways totally how you feel.

I think i've found it , atleast for now, some new hope, making me feel real good....!!!!!

Hope it works cool....thanks to the new hope thats making me write this. 

Everything happens for a reason they say and now i see it. 

Listening to- Hedley- You Know its never to late, Get Up and start all over again!!!!!!!!

Rock on peopleeeee!!!!

Stay tuned for Navratri updates(real excited!!!!!)

Thankful

In utter thankfulness these words flow........

Its an awesome feeling when you are struggling to find something and you find an answer to it or a solution. Thanks Sam for leading me to something new today, makes me feel good, happy and its all because of you. 

Its said small things do matter and these words make perfect sense today. Its the small things that make the difference.That make you smile and that make you feel on top of the world. 

You rock dude!!!!

Random crap

After a while, its the head that speaks out, not the heart. You want your heart to speak and pour out what it feels, but there is something stopping it, something that tells you- don't! And then you wonder,whats wrong now? whats this feeling? whats this thing thats stopping you??

Did you google it?

I have been tagged....by sourish

Sorry for being so late....but finally, i execute!!!
Thanks a ton for the tag....really came up with some interesting and funny answers, especially since my name being a place.
The Tag - To check out what google thinks i need.....

So i typed....
Valencia needs....
and these are the first 6 answers....

1. "This valencia needs about 14 - 16days for production by a talented artist,if you need an urgent shipment".
- what the hell?!?!?!

2. "Valencia needs funds to finance the club's move to a new stadium". Madrid, Spain: Valencia has reportedly rejected a €47 million (US$69.5 million) offer from Real Madrid for Spain striker David Villa.
- omg.....unimaginable:D:D

3. "Valencia needs men in suits to operate the club".
- ohh lalalalala

4. 'Valencia needs a new interior designer".
-awww sure, anybody interested?!?!?!

5. "Valencia needs a screeching road race about as much as Venice".
- this one came out so true....:D:D...need it need itD:D

6. "Valencia needs proper teamwork".
- Why not:D:D

Quite a funny search erupting equally funny search results:D:D:D Had fun...thats all that matters!!!!!

I tag....buzz, stephen and phoenix or anybody who is interested!!!

Thanks Sourieieieie!!!!!

Overwhelming work

With university classes and work keeping me on my toes, i see blogger giving me a hard time too. My blog roll vanished while testing some template. I've tried to "be a follower" to all my common visitors, leave a buzz if i missed out anybody.

With the work level increasing, it feels time is running as fast as it can. Love it this way though. With good things coming close, ( the weekend and some outing:D:D), i simply can't wait.

Lagging way behind with tags from my buddies, will complete them as time permits.

Till then peace and have a good one!!!

21st sept

Feels like forever since i last updated my blog, just coz i barely visited bloggerville. Thanks to my friend noticing no updates from myside that i decided i would write something, and as always it makes me feel good.

Happy, busy, hectic, time moving by real fast. I've gone online on my messengers after 4 days, that says it all i guess. Last post seemed lousy i guess, but thats life eh, with me moving on roller coasters!!!!!

3 days of classes followed by 2 days of work...wao...does it for me all the time. Visited the lakeshore area at the south of the city with a few friends, attended a Hawan that took place on campus. One can be amazed by the things you get done inspite of having so much going on.

I touched my keyboard(PSR Casio) today after so long. And like everytime i play it, she never leaves me disappointed. Always leaves me happy:)

Ive decided i'll try updating my blog on a weekly base(yes, to all those who sincerely follow it) atleast till december.

PS- Loving the title track of Drona, gives me a real good feel. I guess its the tune:)

Peace!

One week down

With first week of classes done, it doesn't feel any better. Although all the first day professor talks takes you close to cloud nine, its brings with it test dates which ain't that great. The fact is I got to pull up another 8 months before I get what I want....yes, some vacation!!!! Might sound crazy but i really require it. Its been crazy busy, tiring and hectic and I am just a week down my countdown. Before you can even complete your sleep on the weekend its time to welcome another Monday. Plus now when your not looking forward to it, it comes by pretty fast.

Of thoughts on my mind here are a few...

- Do what is right, not what you want to.

- Don't watch " a walk to remember", at least not at this time of the year, makes you lose focus and gets you all thinking loser things.

- The church priest said, Sometimes what destroys can make certain things heal.

- You can be stronger than you thing, provided you want it.

- First years talk too much and most of it comes out of being scared and excited.

- Got a chance to watch "wednesday'. That was something really well done in a long time.

Peace!!!!

The worst it can get is this--

People you know and with whom you once shared so much with simply ignore you. You don't know the reason and you surely cannot find out, guess why? Because they just don't reply or talk. You see them, they see you but they just pass by. Just hurts to see this happen but it happens and you gotta witness it, blahhhh thats life!!!

News & awards

After four months of vacationing, its time to get back. Time to get serious and time to get busy again.

Can't beleive its over, good times sure fly off without realising. But as always one thing remains- memories, and they will always be treasured. All the wonderland rides, the concerts, the fun filled trips, the movies, the car tracking and the roaming, all come to an end. One of my best summers so far!! Can't thank swets enough for all the fun times and for "something borrowed" - an awesome read.

An end of a fantastic summer, and a beginning of a new academic year. Looking forward to some exciting things lined up, new courses, new schedules, and for sure new experiences with so much more to learn from. I hope this new beginning ends well.

About blogging, I guess i'll become infrequent with my postings but I am sure i won't live without blogging.

A special mention about the award on my page.

Thanks a ton Sourish, he's awarded me with the "Blogging Friends Forever' award. Waooo....feels so awesome to own this BFF gold card!!!! Looks classy than most of the cards I own. I totally accept it:D:D

I think i should pass it on so here it goes. Acceptance isn't mandatory!!! The award's just a mark of acknowledgement and blogs I can't stop visiting:D:D

The Awards goes to :

Sourish(yes, back to you, even though u've already got it, couldn;t miss out on you re!!)

Raka (Keep up the writing, its been fun reading)

Sam(Love all the detaling in the posts. Dude, you are all over the place, just accept this one ok?!?!?)

KC(Relate a lot to your posts, same pinch types)

Ankur(for always visiting and commenting, you've been one of the first ones to comment)

Smriti and Nithin( new to me but cool....keep writing & visiting)

Stephen(for always letting me be a part of your entourage)*

and last but not the least....Shekhar(get back on frequency mode soon)!!!

Have a great week ahead guys!!!

Conversation

You sometimes see someone and wish you could strike a conversation. And sometimes it comes true in a very unexpected way. So here is it!!!

* For the first time*
H-(Passes by with a look at the corner of his eye)
S- (Tries, to give a glance back)

* For the second time*
H and S exchange looks, smile, wave

* For the third time*
H- Don't work to hard (while passing ways)
S- Naah, I am not!! (smiles)

* For the fourth time*
H- You here tomorrow? (As he is passing by)
S- I won't be here. Work another shift. You'll see me occasionally though! Will be around.

H- Will miss your smiling and pretty face.
S- Uhh...Smiling? Thanks!

H- Yeah, hadn't seen you in a while.
S- Wasn't around( Gives details. Wondering- looks like somebody's been watching!!)

Was funny to see other people pop in the conversation and giving it a hear.

H - My name's *** and yours is?

Names and home town's exchanged.

Convo ends, exchanged the normal byes and smiles :)

Long Weekend:)

Second last weekend before University commences and I am glad it went pretty well.

2 full days of roaming, 2 totally different places....did it for me. It was my third trip to wonderland for the season, but guess what, its was a rocking trip all the three times!! The next day, I went to this place with my family like north of where i am located. Was somewhere in the country side. For a few hours i felt like I wasn't in Canada. In a long time, i wasn't surrounded by people, buildings, construction and the noise. it was something different. It was just so pretty, so serene, something that made me happy and made my day!!

Ahh, not to forget, I was tracking sexy cars on my way back and forth. Mann, they were just super awesome.

Tomorrow, schedules get back to normal, last week of work before its time to give priority to something else.

Happiness is what you want it to be and when you decide to stay content with what you get and have.

Peace!!!

The 'I" tag

I had been tagged by Sourish a few days ago and so here goes the tag. Thanks for the tag. Was really fun asking myself all these questions!!!

I am - unpredictable (had to think about this real hard because "what I am" keeps changing each day:P)
I think - when I am at work and when i have nothing else to do
I know - a lot of things about few people & few things about a lot of people
I want- an acura
I have - patience
I wish - the earth had a hole so that i could move between my 2 fav places..dammn!!
I hate - nobody, hating things is ok but people, naah too complicated.
I miss- my school days
I fear - loosing my friends
I feel - alright( as of now)
I hear - David Cook's "Time of My life", Avril's "Keep Holding on"
I search - for happiness
I wonder - where life would ultimately lead me
I regret- the exact same thing that i loved once
I love- cars:)
I believe- in God
I dance- only at my university functions:D:D
I sing- never( i like hearing it better)
I lose- pool..rarely i win:P
I win - word racer:)
I cry- when i see them hurt
I write- to look back in years and re-read
I always- keep my glasses on:)
I dont always- do what i am supposed to:)
I listen- to soft pop
I can usually be found- at work, with my buddies, or at home simply lazing or in front of my pc
I need- peace and sleep
I am happy about- what i have
I imagine- my life in 8 months from now....wow..time flies

Anybody who wants to can take this tag up, but I think it would be better mentioning a few names:P:P
So I tag - Harshad, phoenix, nithin, shekhar, KC and sam!

Have a good weekend:)

As of now...

I am a hundred and twenty three pages down this book titled "Something Borrowed". I only read it when am on the bus.:P:P. Helps to pass time and to stay awake. I am not the reading types. Was recommended by my best buddy, and so i began reading it and now I am loving it. Find a lot i can connect to, things in there that make total sense.

The weekend was good, better than expected. What more could one ask for than being in the midst of close buddies and good food. Wanted to head home but i was tricked into the wrong bus that led us to the movie theatre. Watched "step brothers". The movie was a laughter ride except for a few nasty scenes.

Its just Monday night but feels like i've worked like forever. No complaining though. Its helping me move and just be me. I like being busy, knowing what i need to do and just do it. Thats all i care about at least for this week.

This weekend's going to be long(something to look forward to) because of the very fact that Monday is labour day(holiday...yess yess!!!)

Have a good week guys!!!

Enjoy!!

Sometimes you get out of things without realizing your out of it. You look at others cribbing at it, and say to yourself, shoot, didn't i got through the same thing before. You see it and see yourself and see the difference. Relieves you, that you've moved past it.

Something that you desperately want to push away from you, when you just stop making that move and leave things to make its own way, bangggg you see it happen!!

Current Updates

-Its better to just do things rather than giving it too much thought. Thinking just messes things up.

-Indulging in things you like doing could actually make you feel right.

-The "busy raho, khush raho" funda actually works!!

-The weekend's been different, guess why-it went by, without me watching any movies or staying up til 3 am. In a long time, it actually went by doing constructive things, pata hi nahi chala.

-She's back, feels like some part of my life is back.

-Random-Spent more time at the music store rather than the others.

- I am hooked on to the remix version of khuda jaane( bachna aye haseeno).

-Glad that my blog is getting frequent visits from my home town area. Keep visiting:)

-Before I realized its already time!!! Time to resume schedules, time to be back to routine. Exactly three weeks in the counting from today, university kicks in!!!

15th August

Marked as one of the most important days, today we celebrate its 61th Anniversary.

Although this day has a lot of historical, political and national importance attached to it, i cherish it for different reasons. Independence day brings back awesome school memories. Those were THE days. Went faithfully to school on that day, partial reasons being- the school bus would be less crowded plus i'd get my window seat!! Would be so exciting to see it come. Number 7, the sparling white one with this tri-colour(red, yellow and blue) patch on it. Smiling because i actually remember this. This was one of the few days in the whole year it would be bang on time!!!

Then it was the festive routine stuff, 2 days ahead - practice, what fun, guess why- would get the first class off!!Singing demos and marching routines would get us all into the real mood. The intensity of the songs and the whole drill was so powerful that we used to sense that feeling, patriotism they say. The talks on the freedom fighters, their sacrifices, their lives just made it all so meaningful. People slept at home, but i don't remember missing out even one independence day celebration at school. Made it all the way through. Be it discipline, the good feeling or compulsion, I still did it and thats what i look back to and smile.

With such a day marking fond memories down the memory lane, the pride and respect for the motherland always remains!!

On this note, some inspirational words, dedicated to all those unsung heroes:-
"Aye mere vatan ke logon
zara aankh mein bhar lo paani

Jo shaheed hue hain unki
zara yaad karo qurbaani ".

Happy Independence Day guys!!!

To You, My Friend!

Well these words come randomly, to two of my buddies whom I 've been thinking and missing dearly.

This one's to you!!!

As you leave i realize
Life has moved on and so have we
But your memories would always stay
No matter what, I know its true
I'll look back to the days i spent with you.

Times we laughed together
Times we talked for hours
Times we never went out without each other
Times we, were simply we!

You know it and so do I
We share this special bond
That no force could rip apart
That can't be erased from my heart.

Your words mean the world to me
Your thoughts overdo mine
Your presence brings a smile
Your memories, a lifetime.

All i desire is a little time,
Time I would cherish all my life
Time I could look back to and smile
Thats my wish before you leave.

My Sunday

Life's going on, moving on, leading me on, following a route which is pretty stable. Its nothing exciting nor totally boring. Its the theek types, where i don;t have much to be excited about!!

Work has been crazy for the past couple of days. Gosh, this one guy following me everywhere. Feels irritating to be followed. I hate people chasing me,especially when i don't care, not to forget his crappy accent. Annoying.
Besides that, i have been having funny convos with my Arabic friend. Its random how we started cribbing about the same thing:P:P, plan on hitting the booze store sometime soon with her, she talks like a pro about alcohol. Also need to check out some arabic tracks from her i-pod.

Caught up on some sleep this Sunday, church and back(i tell you it brings me back to life, get this feeling which is out of the world, at least something in the world gives me peace). Its been so dull out here. Supposed to be some hot summer days, but the past few days have turned out cold and rainy.
Catching up with friends back home (rain and more rain is what i hear)and some cool tracks have been it.
Feels like these past few days have transitioned me from my crap to something new, its a good feeling, thoroughly what I've been look forward too.

Something thats on my mind since morning:-
"Be not afraid
I Go With You Always
Come Follow Me,
And I Shall Give You Rest".

Movies- been on a long pause with it, not in the mood to sit still for 3 hours, after being so exhausted. Singh is King should be on the list next.

Have a rocking week ahead.

Enjoy!!!

Change again

Work has been keeping me on my toes for the past few days. Its been a super crazy week. Schedules changed and the short staffing has led me back to working nights. Couldn't help but agreeing. Things have kinda reversed again, the sleep-messed, and me- insane?!?!(i think) Sigh sigh!!! Thanks to my i-pod for saving me last night. I was pretty close to seeing stars.

Took the bus back in the morning, just 2 type of people traveling at that time-those returning home(Just one thought on my mind-couldn't this bus move a little faster, i need to sleep) and those heading to work(yea yeah....you guys just can't complain).

Well this shift twist is temporary, change being the norm. Things never stay the same, something has to change.

Exactly a month away, until things change again- I go back to my university life:)

Sorry guys for being a slacker with regards to commenting, now you know the reason!!!

PS- "So you think you can dance"....finale tonight. What a season it has been, simply terrific!! I hope i wake up in time to catch the results!!!

Peace.

Friendship day:)

Thanks to Ravs who reminded me that today is friendships day, thanks for the wishes, you being the first!!!

So whats new on this day?!?!? not as hyped up in this part of the world, but yeah i always try to reach out to those people who somewhere in my life mean or have meant something.

So here is to them, a special reachout to all those special people:-

Thank you!!!
For simply being there,
Listening to my crap,
For helping me smile each day,
And most importantly, for loving me as I am and making me feel on top of the world when I am with you.

Its nice to see all your friends get back to you today. No matter which part of the world they are, it gives joy to remember them and see how they remember you.

I remember getting beating for having my hands filled with names during school. The pain hasn't remained but the memories, standing outside the principal's office and wasting time....waoo...simply amazing. Ahh and those friendship bands, we used to roam from one class to another, pass corridors to tie those to our friends. And then, the entire day, u'd see colourful wrists, sometimes upto the elbow.

Today is to those friends, wishing them the Happiest Friendship Day Ever!!!

A special mention to my bloggerville friends, thanks for reading, commenting and for those words of wisdom. You rock!!!

PS-I watched the Dark Knight today, something you couldn't miss!!!

Perfect blabbers

We always want things to be perfect.

Perfect guy(girl), perfect date, perfect vacation, perfect friend,perfect days, perfect expectations, perfect life.

And why not, its obvious to always want the perfect and the best.

For all you know, the "perfect" time, to attain perfections shall come and go , and you'll still be waiting for things to turn out perfect!!!

PS- This dialogue has been on my mind from sunday - New York University mein admission milna halwa hai kya. Jokes Jokes.

Of late...

Two more days to the weekend, and how i wait. Its been a full-on work work work week. No complains, its been interesting though.

My senior operators get surprised at how each time they see me at a different place, they say wah promotion!! I say- naah, work calls me. But i like these guys, they pamper me like hell(just because I am the youngest). Work's been like my rescue from stupid things( seriously, dumb things). Touch wood. But honestly, its gets boring at home and moreover i end up in the thinking world which ain't good, so i love it the busy way. Busy raho, khush raho.

The Ahmedabad news got to me, but am relieved to know, alls well with her.

This weekend calls for some roaming about and some movie hopefully, my favourite timepass!! Some lazing around would do too:P:P Who cares, time flies ...thats it.

The countdown for the "Back to Univ" days shall arrive soon = ).

Have a good weekend people!!!

One more outta randomness

I want to write, pour out my heart, whats on my mind, but not finding the right words. Its just the feelings sometime, that does all the expressing. Happens with everyone right?? You have so many things happening that you dunno where to begin from. Just all messie messie, so many hidden expressions, so many assumptions. Trying to avoid, nobody willing to speak, all thats left is .........

I think I am crazy right now, this post might sound wierd, nothing intentional , just some wacky thoughts kicking in.

Have been all over the place for the past few days. I learned to think( thanks to that one person who got me hooked to seeing life that way), and for sure after that life has changed. But you know what, its painful. Real hard to see that person go. I picture myself how I was 3 years ago, just a carefree being who didn't think, just lived. Said to a friend today, i want to see myself that way. It will take time, but it will happen, thats my faith.

Life's creepy sometimes. Was stunned at church today, when Father J asked me, "Are you Ok"??. I got a few stares, dunno what the others felt about that comment to me. Thought to myself, what the hell, what instincts mann!!!

The sunday has been relaxing so far, thankful for certain things, for some, not. Get out of my way is all i plead for. Its like your walking on a road when all of a sudden you see something, something distracting at that moment. Anyways, this is wierd.

These lyrics on my mind- “Jeene ke liye socha hi nahi....dard sambhaalne honge".


PS-Watched some movies today, Kismat Konnection being one of them , aww it sucked, I slept half way through. Too bad, I should have listened.

Tag Answers!!

1. What is your first name? - Valencia
2. What is your favorite food? right now? - Maggi noodles
3. What high school did you go to? - Carmelite Convent English High
4. What is your favorite color? - Blue and black
5. Who is your celebrity crush? -John, u rawk!!
6. What is your favorite drink? - Mazza hai, fresh hai :P:P
7. What is your dream vacation? - New York
8. What is your favorite dessert? - Chocolate cake with strawberry on it, simply yums!!
9. What do you want to be when you grow up? - On the top, like the clouds!!
10. What do you love most in life? - two people actually, mosaic maker came up with the random image, sahi hai!!
11. What is one word that describes you? - smiley
12. What is your user name? - aqua gurl, water lilies.

Rain - Drain

This has been on my mind the entire day and so i post it here.

Rushing to work and it starts pouring. Thanks to the weather forecast,at least i had my umbrella. Mann these guys are always so damnn right. They say it rains, and sure it does!! Likewise with the snow. So at that time, all i cared was reaching work on time and guess what, by the time I reach the employee entrance I am drench wet!! The umbrella didn't work. The rain overpowered it. Was just one of those showers that came in all directions. Embarrassed, cold and trying not to be noticed I proceed. The funniest part is I got asked, is it raining outside?!?(Now Obviously , what do you think got me wet!!).

But I am smart, couldn't give up. The next day, i go totally prepared for a FLOOD, but, not a drop of water anywhere. Don't want to mention what what I took with me :PP Stood at the bus stop wishing so hard, that please please God please let it rain, but no, not a drop. How rightly is it said, life is unexpected, things happen so randomly and when u'd never expect.

That day we had thunder showers in the night.

Random- I finally checked twitter. Looks fun, just hope its not the next thing on the addiction list!!!

Tagged =)

I have been tagged by stephen, thanks buddy, I was so excited, this being my first tag ever!!!!
Its called the "Mosaic Tag".

So here are the rules:-
1. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.
2. Using only the first page of results, and pick one image.
3. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into Big Huge Lab’s Mosaic Maker to create a mosaic of the picture answers.

The questions:
1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food? right now?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. What is your favorite drink?
7. What is your dream vacation?
8. What is your favorite dessert?
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. What is one word that describes you?
12. What is your user name?

And here is the Mosaic :))



Try guessing the answers!!!!

Its been a fun tag, was funnie to see all the images that came up to what i typed=)

Ok so now i tag Sourish, Sam , goonj , K.C. , Am in Trance and anybody else who'd wish to take it up!!

Enjoy=)

Guests

Hope you guys had a great sunday=)

Well mine was a lil hatke, just because i didn't laze around or while away time doing nothing but infact did something unusual, guess what?? -entertained guestss!!!

My life's become fairly patterned and so scheduled, where i just go by what is required of me, follow what i need to, no nakhras, just live, simply,do what i want. And the moment i heard guests coming over, i was just like, are you serious dad?!?! No offence at all, this place has made me like that.

People hate mondays, because all they are thinking is the weekend. In that confusion, they forget about the other days of the week and indeed time just flies. There was a stage when i used to track hours but now its different. Track weekends, and boom, 3 years gone by!!

Sorry, coming back to guests, wahi puraney questions--
They: So where you working?!?!?!
Me: Old place, old place.

They: What about school???
Me: Yeah, sept 8th, still some time to chill;)

They: You happy here(damn everybody, every single time)?!?!
Me: Well depends you see, its a long story, blah blah.

They: You want to go back?!?!
Me: Ahh...Dunno, cant say yet.

At the end, it was alright. Some stories were targeted at me, some lessons:PP, some random talks. I was judged by what i said - but who cares. I am glad I was just me.

PS- i finally watched Jaane tu ya jaane na, now i know why i read so many posts about it!!!!

Have a good one!!!

Look who does it?!?!

Time heals it all eh?? Sure it does!!! I'm the living proof!! Time has done it for me this time. Yippie!! Gone are the days, when even seeing that someone online gave me chills. When we spoke for hours together without caring about the time. Those moments, where your just so mean to each other but it still gives you pleasure, some sorta happiness. Just that carefree talking, no bothering, just be-ing me, no hiding.

But things have changed, for the good i always say. Coz only then can you appreciate the present. Whatever it is, whatever has changed things, glad that now i breath a different me.

Time has transformed me. Its not news to most people, but for those who wait for things to change, keep waiting, coz things indeed change.

Just thinking, that today i feel nothing, nothing at all. That someone just feels like any other being, thats it. Honest to god, its taken time, a while actually, but time has taken me to the next phase of my life and for that i am simply thankful.Thankful to my friends, who guided me right. Like the others, i avoided listening, coz all i could listen to, was myself, but when I did give it a thought it made so much sense.


Movies and music have been entertaining me a lot these days, its just fun. High on some piano instumentals,gosh i confess I m addicted to them, so dammnnn good, it just completes me, takes me to where i left from!

Loving this song right now....."I tried so hard and got so far,
In the end, it doesn't even matter."

Random crap again

After trying to answer all the questions thrown, in a politically correct manner, the 50-50 types, i got to know what "I', i repeat "I" was all about.
Came from someone, who i'd never imagine. Someone who i claim to know for a bit, but from whom, all that came made perfect sense, in a long time.

Ever came across such a being, who just goes shoot-a-toot-a-toot, tells you things you really never thought about yourself or rather pretty scared to confess and face?
Things that are soo damnn true, so much you wish someone else noticed? But You know what, I call such a creature an angel, a true eye opener...needed, needed and needed.

Ever heard this...do small things with great love. OR

Great people don't do big things, they do small things differently

And this is the true today,
You begin to appreciate things, when they go astray.
You love, but your afraid to say.
You assume, without caring u'd need to convey.

PS-Watched '27 dresses" today, fun movie, total relaxer, enjoyed it!!

Phewww....

Just for my records.

What a day it has been -Started off crap, cooled midway, blazzed at the end....phewww...thats the way its always been,and guess what,i like extremes, love it this way.
Had a not so good conversation with my team lead,12 am, was pissed coz he moved my space...which i didn't approve of..but then he realised there was something wrong...came spoke to me..and i was like...fine..i m cool..and then on..it was indeed cool, things went well.

The moment you begin to accept things as they are, be happy with what you have and stay content....thats when things are all under control. But the question is....are we always happy with what we have??? Nahh...we want more!!! More space, more fun, more marks, more love. AHh...have ya thought of a way to handle it? i am still searching!

Then there are these few people, whose impact of like a line or two means the world....hell ya, it does!!! Ever thought of how a child feels when he sees the phoogawala(balloon seller, in mumbai ki small streets...kids go crazyy).Bad analogy, but thats all i can think think of rt now. Today ive heard from him(friend, guru, competitor, inspiration...all the good things you cud think of, one who teases you to life), and hes doing well, that means a ton, I am glad.

Ok so i was about to publish post but guess what, something else happens, ohh good lord, the worst i could imagine, that past was revived..those memories...how they hurt each time, content supressed for ease.

Aww too much dramatics here, miss ya gujju:PP(loved the convo i had with you gurl, gets me back on track, each time).

For now-Hold on, be strong.

Day craze

Was sleeping after a night shift but i suddenly woke up. Guess What?
To my witty neighbor blasting techno beats music in his drive way which went on for a good 2 hours. Like people usually do that in the nite at 12 am here...but its 3 in the afternoon...dude,get a life!! For Gods sake...dude couldn't you blast it somewhere else...and publicize your crappy car and the music somewhere else. For the first few minutes, i thought it was the person in my dream playing music, but then, when it didn't seem to stop...i was like wth!!! It was so damn loud that even my room windows refused to help me sleep. Changed rooms, that didn't help either! Can still feel the hemispheres in my head rotating.

So finally i decided to let the dude do he wants, while i did some blogging=)

Meet

Today's been one splendid day in my so called monotonous life.

So i met these friends of mine in like two years....woohoo...unplanned, as unexpected as it could be....didn't think it would happen, or we'd ever meet, after our paths were drifted and set out differently, but we did.
Talked for hours, catching up on two years, relived all those moments we'd spend together, good times!

Its funny how we'll all transitioned, from one phase of our life to this new life, moved our ways, but still on this one day, we connected and bonded well. How we still cribbed about a few things....about our lives, 2 yrs ago and now. And how we've got over certain things that we no longer wanted to look back at.

Some things change and some just don't...what say???

What can i say, fond memories with you guys in the crappiest time of my life....will always be treasured!!!

People come into your life

Got this from a forward, thought of sharing it here.



People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide y ou with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a SEASON!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid
emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the
lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

Friends going apart

Missed Bloggerville, but here i am , back again, to my own space.

Last few days have been a roller ride, but more than that, some times that i wish to cherish here.

The past few days....have just been times of friends' leaving ....and its been hard than i had wondered. Even harder, to handle the feeling after they've gone.

All those times spend with you guys....wonderland(blasttt), Crabby's(the suburban story:PP), the nite out, the gaming and all the random talks.... will always be missed and remembered.

For i wish you life's best as you leave, now i see another reason to visit bombay, another reason to smile=)

Gujju, will miss you a lot, imagine how much business my phone company would loose coz you are not around:D

With you by myside, i need no more.

I'll fight and defend.

Exam ke kuch din pehley

Today I feel lazy, dizzy, crazy.

Getting the normal, exam ke pehley wali feel, where i tend to distract myself by wasting time watching random youtube videos(music ones, zoom tv), going on and off on gtalk, orkut and facebook, wasting time in front of the TV (watching that crappy canadian idol). I also browsed a few blogs today,so many thoughts, so many feelings, i just feel, I am soon gonna be addicted to blogger world :D:D

Found out that sonali bendre, kailash kher are going to be the new judges of the upcoming Indian Idol season, dunno how far that news is true, cant wait!!!

Sundaie

Just back from church, felt good that i made it on time after a long time. The prayer group rocked it today, was totally awesome=).

Its got so gloomy outside, looks like its gonna pour like hell, need it need it.

Sunday, one of the slowest days of the week for me, just doesn;t pass fast.

Today :-

- I've realized, some inspiration is what i always need.

-Father Joyson said, don't fear anyone or any thing except God(in a respectful way)

- I've to write to sis mama, she'll be crossing 81 this year!!!

- I'm addicted to these songs from JAL and got my sis addicted to them too.

- Heard these songs from 'UGLY AUR PAGLI'....they are amongst the crazier ones ive heard this year.

- Hope mamu gets alright jaldi jaldi.

-And finally, crap, 4 days left for my exam, pata nahi kitney teer marney wali hun:DDD

Happenings

Well yesterday and today, have just been those laid back days, where literally i just layed back, just did nothing, except talking to people and playing pool( i am improving), which i can't stop doing, its just become like one of those daily routines, atleast till university begins=)

Tried talking straight to my friend,the most atrangi guy from my group, and he was like, avoid formal talks with me coz we are so used to being rude, shrude, insane, crazy, calling each other so much stuff(abusive and just not the nice words u see!!)...that the normal vocab sounds like some alien calling out to me. Well, it was a good talk today, after a while, he telling me the missy missy story and was just like....wat the hell....are u serious!!! But truly, hes one of those whom i miss dearly these days..miss the competition...miss him....its just those unsaid things i guess.

My music learning......ohh.....i want to get started soon on that, after all the inspiring stories from today.

Cars.....can't share that love with anyone....no offence!!!

Hmm....what else,ohh yeah....how can i forget this, after searching so hard, like for 2 weeks, i finally found my blog background,happy endingssss :PP just love this one...aint it nice??? ohh well hope it stays on long before i give into some other layout, but till then, stay cool, head on shoulders, me moving on=)

Baby can u feel the magic!

Couldn't think of an apt title today.....today has been such a gr8 day in terms of friends and their support, but a bad one in terms of gaming:((...lost all my pool games to that dodo....can;t believe it, my eyes refused to see, but who cares, i'll still win tomorrow(thats my heart speaking :PP)!!!

Baby(thts my pet name for her), told me her story today and I must say it made my day, that gurl and me, have so much different but still somewhere we still think of each other, still those memories make me smile and her too and thats what matters. Life, I just learnt, moves on, but such memories of childhood, i hope they never leave me because when the world backs out on me they support me and thats all i want, some things work better unsaid and this is one of it!!!

I think my carefree nature would sometime make me regret, par nahi yaar, thats the way to go and move!! Those few people in my life, as long they stay, thats it, wouldn't care or bother much!

Ahh moving on about what I had initially planned to blog about, highways!!!!!!!!
I've had this extreme fascination for roads and highways from the very beginning and today i wish to give them justice in my life by saying how much i love speed, travelling and moving on highways, just gives me some pleasure, ahh....sounds weird but what to do, thats me, totally weird, random and a travel freak!!!

PS-Loved that highway all the way to Markham and back, where i gave directions even though it was my first time, was about to crash but we still saved ourselves, was just fun all the way!!!

PS-Canadian idol just sucks, thought the guys on Indian Idol were way better,hats off to them!

Seasons

hmmm....so the final goodbyes....the pain....the sorrow..the tears..the brokennesses....the separation.....all at its peak.....thats life.....i guess....heartaches...even the clouds couldn't stop at this point...have all made up a gloomy sky...as if being witness....but wut cud she do.....it had to happen...and here it is....the destiny knocking at its door....saying let me in!

You know its never too late....to get up and start all over again......but thats the hardest part....the phase of starting over again....hard .....even harder....getting up and living with the fact of never seeing you again.

this journey has meant a lot, a lot of happiness, a lot of expectations, promises of foreverness, of being there and finally its all shattering.....breaking into pieces....for good i guess.....

She had to face it i mean, what else could she have done....its coming hard.....phewwwww.....anyhow this is going into her sob sob story..let it be.

Makes me thing of this song words,

Goodbye to you my dear friend,
we have joy, we have fun, we have seasons in the sun!!!
and this is one phase of it!

hmm...one bad news.....nevermind...


gud news....won pool 7-4....waoo...m happy abt my progresss......finally i wonn....after like forever....actualy in real long....!!!

Can't forget my phone ring today

"Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you, Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely. Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me!"- my phone ringtone, keeps yelling at me at the most weirdest times of the day and like each day in my very exciting life, it did, even today!

But today was strange, i popped close to it thinking it was gujju's but i got difussed for a couple seconds as soon as i saw the display, coz i saw that name appear like after 6 months! Hmmm yeah....the name was powerful enough to blow me off ...6 months ka badla:PP

Hmm....my reaction....started off cool....then exploded and then.....finally gave in...lol.i dont understand what was on my head but wutever it was it ruled me at that time. Got some sincere suggestions after that.....made sense....you need that sumone to pull u out each time...and without a guess....its been gujju again=)

So the fact that i've been marking time since the year before last, makes me think to what exactly happened last year at this time.....those random talks....for hours n hours....piu's bdayyyyy...too many fond memories with her....school....hyderabad....fooding:PP

But things that happened today felt like a reflection from days of last year...ditto same timing.....its just that circumstances are different..well anyways my life would suit best for a directorial debut....film superhit ho jaati! So much excitement, so much fun, so much mess, so much confusion, so much randomness, so much of his sixth sense crap( damn always comes true).....but m glad i haven;t gone insane yet....head and shoulders...oops...i mean head on my shoulders.....i still stand, stop and stare, and will eventually move on=)

Rock on!

Those few

Couldn't ask for more.....those 2 people just made my day....i can't express how much they mean...=)

Glad things are okie with gujju, work went fairly well,i didn;t get soaked in the rain, glad i got my buses on time, and finally glad to read that bombay update.....gosh!

But yeah, life will be back to square one from today, back to the very first place from where is started few days ago.

Random: Song thats on my mind, playing at the back

Hume aur jeene ki chahat na hoti, agar tum na hotey!!

Today has just begun, hoping to have a gud day ahead, till then cheers!!!

Untitled

AHh......i have not slept all nite.....its 11 in the morning....still can't sleep...trying hard but just cant, just that one call....m just wide awake now...sitting on my bed..thinking about random things.
Hope you are fine, thats all i hope.

Called R aunty....just wanted to hear her.....has just been so long.....haven't had a long talk with her....feels well now, m glad....omg....shes just like after me...i liked the way she turned my words from faithful to loving=)

Again i keep thinking.....ahhh.....god...hope your fine, all i know is everything's gonna be alright.

To that one person

To that one person, who some day meant so much(and still somewhere belongs), has suddenly gone astray.......beginning to feel the distance.....its hard to accept but its the truth...guess no one could escape....!!!

Aww forget all this....moving to something really exciting.....for the first time i had a score of 2-4 while playing pool....hahaha....its still some acheivement.....after loosing to continuous zeroes....which felt miserable....but i cant forget to thank my opponent, its coz of him that i have improved so much....i owe you big time!!!!

Awaited news and the rest in place...

So finally the most awaited news of my life hits me.....yeeee....m just so happy....my closest friend....who was so far away will no more be far.....just this feeling makes me feel like heaven....omg.....hopefully things drift smoothly her way!

Its just like....when happiness comes...its comes in abundance...leaping all boundS!!

One more...one more news.....will update it tonite...

In continuation,

a few things:
1. survived my first ever nite shift
2. my managers have been acting a lil extra nyce these days.....guess my stars are affecting them too=)
3. Heard Jannat is a super hit.....trusted sources.....still tracing time to watch it.
4. 'S and the C" ..has hit theatres last week...but poor me.....i hope i wont end up watching it on dvd.
5. Awaiting some news.

Happiness- A thought extended

So this post comes from my other blog.

Dated 7th april, 08

Today is one of those days that started off scary but ended out far fetched. I feel good about the fact that i didn't miss my buses:PP...yeah got all of them on time....was just perfect!!! Jokes apart, i m just thinking.....friends do impact your life, your mood and the way in which you react. Well this notion thoroughly holds true.....it does!!!

I was asked by a friend today...is it that you are always happy?? And the only thing that could come to mind was.....may be not always..its unpredictable...its unexpected...its true....or rather i m content with what surrounds me. May be its just the way it is. Its not necessary that all the things in life shall make you happy, not everything has a positive hit on you....but somethings surely do and those are the things that make you smile....and that keep you happy. Coz its the small things that could easily make a bad day good or a sorrowful face smile.

Happiness it what you are, the things that make you feel good, and what you choose to be!

Ahh whatever it is......things keep happening...and they always will....a new day a new beginning and a new life:))

Atif Aslam concert

Woke up tired, sleepy but still managed to pull off the day!
Went to the atif aslam concert today, what can i say, one of my first concert ever in my life!

Started off with Amanat Ali, ahh sang and performed pretty well, kept claiming how much he loved the crowd, one of those showy things that stars do!

Richa Sharma, was up next, loved her performance, didn't know her until today even though i was familiar to her line of songs. Good one!

Kailash Kher, wow, was he fan anyways, but this performance has made me love his songs even more, intense voice, aweosome awesome, the best of the nite!!!

And finally atif aslam, ahh ...well...he was alright....not the best though....no offence people....lol...but yeah....his singing didn't amaze me...lol...was the ok types...!!!!

An Awesome day!

That Nite

So all of sudden, this happened, changing bus routes and landed where i hadn't thought i would, but what shall i say, as its always said, surprises can sometimes be the best thing ever and so it was!
One of the happiest times, the most laughed at, the funniest, the one nite which would always remain fresh under my list of fond memories.
Thank you guys!!

Wonderland Trip

Had gone to wonderland yesterday......had the most adventurous day of my life.....did stuff i didnt really expect to do......but i did.....a fun day and a life time cherishing moment...!!!
Thanks to maadu n gujju:PP

Dosti- An Akshay Movie

Well, as everyone around me says, i have nothing better to do these days.....since i am done my midterm.....movies are one of those things in my life......that take me through!
So i happened to browse through my set of dvd's and happen to pull this one out(DOSTI-FRIENDS FOREVER). At first i was like.....akshay kumar, bobby deol(was one of my fav actor @ one point in time)....should be a good one.....but my god, it turned out to be a sob sob story. M thinking....when did I last watch a crankky movie like this! A good story but overly done, thought about that time....when baby(one of my friend) cried in the theatre which watchin Kal Ho Na Ho, while i was having the time of my life laughing at her...fun times!

random #2

Annoys me to the core when people stop bothering once they have got the best from their friends and from their life.
Its strange how a friend turns stray just because of a blink in his life. The Only thing that consoles me is the fact that....if a friend has gone astray then he/she was never yours but all the time, the friendship...does all that mean crap then??
Wao....different people...different turnouts...different expectations......but what remains the same is me and my life....hahaha....just me!

Church hym

This church hym keeps ringing through my mind.....its one of those awesome tunes that could instantly made your life feel a sense of ease....cant recollect the entire words, just remember the chorus words though...!

"Shelter Me O God,

Hide Me In The Shadow of Your Love,

You Alone, Are My Hope!!"

Memories

Thinking about memories.....today should be one of the right days in my life.....to give it a thought.
Ahh sometimes....nuthing remains.....but what is left behind are those memories.....all one could lean back on.....are those memories.
Well today is one such day, the power of those moments outweigh every other feeling. Just takes me back in time to those days that were so much fun, have so much attached to it. Learned from it, experienced life through their eyes. Today they mean a lot more than i could ever think of, just wish i was somewhere closer....but i am assured.....they still love me as i do.....and thats the beauty of it all.

With two more to go, the excitement doesn't seem to calm down....i guess its just the way it is.....four more days and its the end of second year....waoo....i sense the feeling!!!

I feel good that am soo close, things moved so fast that i didn't realise.

Glad about my marks, haha.....really don't know how i got those...but yeah i did....and i honestly thank my stars for it....thats it....they really rock.....all powerful sources.

Totally random!!!

Wao....just feels like a bang on my head today.....like one of those wake up calls, that life is not a bed of roses but a battlefield in which not everyone wins but still pull along till the end.

Loving someone for his perfections wouldn't be the right thing always, rather giving a thought about the impossible or the 'might be's '. What if you realised the next day, that your perfectionalist thought was his fault, would you still stop loving him?? That is the challenge!!!

Well....well...well.....thats what life is about, being ready for the worst from the best and living as if tomorrow never comes.....because who knows, what might struck you tomorrow or rather will that tomorrow ever come.

Divine Mercy Power

"Although you have not seen him you love him;

even though you do not see him now yet believe in him,

you rejoice with an indescribable and glorious joy,

as you attain the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls."

This words are here because they symbolize faith.....just makes so much sense....!!!

Just wondering.....!!

Sometimes.....how the whole world can mean nothing to you.....and sometimes....may be for few moments, a few people can mean the world to you. Yes, its one of those days.....where i feel exactly the same. Its when you realise the value of those people in your life....when not hearing from them from a day may seem a stretched out mile. But ya, nothing can beat the happiness of the time you value that moment or that person.

There are certain days of your life....where all you feel is ---lost!!!!

Cant really be an excuse to laze around or avoid situations.

You still gotta live it high....do everything you are supposed to......and ensure your in pace with required stuff.

These days I am learning something new(whatever it is).....think its too early to mention anything right now....but yeah all i can say is a new dream, a new wish and the things that matters the most....a sense of feeling good......and i think such things so make a difference.....a change....a new beginning.

Randomness #1

Life has been a random story almost at all times of my life....but today was totally unexpected....just out of the blue.....didn't even expect things could be so much fun....all i can say is.....waooo.....

Will update this later.......

In continuation,

A day that added so much more into life.....i met a few important people......trust me.....such things are better unexpected...makes you value life even more...

These are some of the few instances that occured today......trying to keep it short.

Somebody puts down his car window glass and asks for a parking ticket.....out of the blue....in the middle of the road.....did you expect that coming....i bet not!!!

I end up @ EH(yeah its one of the coolest places on campus)it was fun.....saw 2 yamaha's(piano) ad mist some drums....yeah it fascinates me for some reason....and will always.

Ok so this random guy.....walks towards me and my buddy.....he clearly knew what exactly was happening .....but still he comes up to us.....and says....Do i need to have anything with me.....omg....that was another random thing....jokes...

And much more....fun fun fun.

That shall be it.

Thinking abt happiness

HAPPINESS.....a word that probably means different things to different people. But what you define as happiness, may sound extremely unacceptable to your dearest friend. I question myself about this.....and the only thing i get back is.....happiness means different things to me at different times of my life. This is quite astonishing but indeed true.

To me happiness means my home, my friends,my laptop, my university...sometimes it also means the fact of achieving something or rather just going out on a vacation...hehe. Who doesn't want one....?!?!

But do you always get what you are happy about or do you seek happiness in all you do....that is the question. There was a time when i didn't care, didn't bother about the surroundings but its important to be happy, because it definitely makes the people around you happy. Couldn't imagine ....even the smallest gesture could may someone feel a lil better....could make him/her smile.....and thats what matters. More than making the difference, its gr8 when you actually begin to feel it. Couldn't care more than the joy of making that someone feel a little relieved....it feels good.....pretty good.

Be happy in life, thts what i have learned.....because you wouldn't know what clicks your door tomorrow or where would you be. You cannot say whether u'll relive the same moment again.

Inspiration

Sometimes....i wonder.....who exactly should be given credit for who i am today.....or for the way i act??? Its pretty complicated than u could think.....different people mean different things at different phases of your life.......the important part is......not to forget all those who have taught you soo much.....from whom you have learned so much......may be some good, some bad times....but the point is.....its all still been a learning journey....one that teaches u a ton.
Speaking of inspiration and motivation......these words definitely mean a lot.....words can sometimes fall short.....but overall its something that always wants u to go to next level....something that makes u think...may be i can pull through.....or may be i can reach and achieve heights. Besides friends, relatives.....i think music play an important part in my life.....it can totally help me forget the bad phases and make me feel gr8....wow....trust me...it helps.....rather try it sometime and u'll know exactly what i am talking about......just felt like mentioning it because of the impact it has had on me.....
How could i forget......my movies:PPP......another stress reliving aspect....waoo....i can imagine my life without these......
A special mention of thanks to all those friends.....who patiently listen to me.....(ye ye....its u)....each day.....without whom life would have been sumthing....but not that gr8 as u guys make it for me....make me feel strong and bring me back to life.....you guys mean a lot.....rock on...!!!!

Economic Equilibrium

Today I think, my economic knowledge makes so much sense. So according to what an equilibrium means......its when things are steady or get back to such a point where the 2 possibilities are equal. Didn't know this would fit perfectly even into life-in general. I am a lil surprised, but glad at the fact that i am able to relate. When things happen unexpected in life, all you can think of is co-relate.

So this is what happens-Person A breaks off with a close buddy(person B), don't ever let person C (another close friend)interfere...just get things complicated.....It will be better off just leaving person A and B by themselves......no surprise----things just get back on track and totally perfect-In the long run Person C is where he/she is. The beauty is, this is what economics says!!! Don't interfere with the markets. they automatically stabilize.

Confused thoughts

I have always wondered.....do all good things come at equal intervals....or rather do they just come up after the bad?? Thats a question to which i haven't sought an answer for.
I feel a lil upset with things around me.....a very fact that came so unexpected....ahh i was all strong and brave but suddenly i feel low and weak....i feel this shoudnt have never happened, m not denying the fact that.....it was bound to happen....but i guess its me....i've expected to much from it....just too much....its hard to let go......it really is....but with god by myside....thats my only hope.....!
There are times.....when you realise...this person means the world to me.....but what about the times you didnt give a damn to think about him? What about the time when he just didnt care? Ahh, may be i gave it too much thought, i think i was wrong, i think i took it too far.....but now i've learned from it.....had heard experience is the best teacher....now i firmly beleive it. Sounds amazingly bitter, but the fact is....just three words...life moves on...n trust me...it always does....n i strongly beleive....good things follow the bad.

Being Busy-a Well Made Excuse

I wonder....how people.....say each time....."arrey yaar....time nahi milta hai aajkal"...."kitna busy hoon"...but thinking about it honestly.....i feel, with this fast paced world.......hasn't time turned scarce for each one of us??......then why that excuse!!!
It makes me think.....'Toh that means.....am i sitting with buckets of time here".......or rather makes me wonder......i seem pretty idle as compared to others. Actually the fact is.....its been a while since i made that excuse.....thats why it bothers me the most. There are times where one could be pretty exhausted, tired, frustrated...but then again.....that couldn't work as an excuse for ignoring other moments in one's life
Truly,...i feel.....if you truly care about someone....being busy ain't any excuse.....even though you have a major conference tomorrow....you still remember to eat food right? then why not spare a few minutes for those whom you truly care about. It seems logical but still one can't put off the excuse of the lack of having time.

My First Composition

This is what i came up with....for someone really special...my own words. This one was when i was in grade 10.

You are my ultimate strength,
You are my guide and friend.
You are my only belonger,
Due to whom, each day i live longer.

You are my light,
That turns each of my day bright.
You are my only one,
Without whom life wouldn't be fun.

Into the lent-en season

This lent season.....seems pretty dry as compared to the other ones i've had in my life.There might be many reason to it....time....differences....and so so.I came across a poll voting which asked a question.....do you believe in this season or do you think its a waste of time?? My answer to this question.....is totally on the fact that this season has always brought many changes in my life....some for the good....and some not that worthwhile. But indeed, this season means a lot to the catholic faith.....i might not reach church every sunday.....but this season definitely brings thoughts to my mind.....makes me think.....and wonder....is this it? is this life? what have i done?

19th feb

Yesterday i saw jodha akbar.....again one of those gr8 movies about love and its stories..well potrayed. Was a gr8 theatre watch.

Ahh today is one those those random days in my life....where i cud go back just talking.....but the whole point is....it feels gr8...to be listened and to just be yourself....to just say what u feel and be what u r.....coz that is what matters......and that is what it really is......ahh i dunno but i have complex feelings about myself.....about the fact that i always talk about my self here....but then i think....wait a minute....isn't this all about my life....the people who have made a pinch of a difference....whom u learn so much from and who each time of your life tell u.....live it.....be it....do it....think it.....and finally smile......and that each times compels me to do what i do. Sometimes i think i've become philosophical......but then i think...its gr8 that i can know judge myself...rather than others telling me all the time abt who i am and what i should be doing. Off for reading week.....but look at me......i've been doing everything besides reading...lol...but its good....since i m happy with what i do...

Bday recap

Hmm...wut shud i say....things were okie.....those who remembered called.....made me feel a lil more special......had a stats test the next day.......ahhh was not the best one...but ya.....something's better than nuthing.....
Glad abt the mark i got today....makes me feel gr8 after a long time .......but finally a gr8 accomplishment...on reading week now...hoping to kick some butt in manegerial

Happy-ies timz

Ohh today is one of those days which take me back to my normal self.......or rather a happie time in a long time.....
I can say that there is always a limit to the times things screw up....but there definately is a time when you begin to realise...this is what i was waiting for....this is wat i always needed.
Got a gr8 grade today and i am proud of myself that i have acheived it.......finally i feel content.
One thing...that is always on my mind......no matter wat i shall always be by your side and today somebody has faithfully stood by those words.....its for me to decide.
Even those ive lost something....i have received something equally better..

Thanks to my special stars who always make me what i am and stand my me no matter what.
A special thanks to my loving friend..*****a.....thanks for all the support.....luv ya.

A "not me" behavior

In the way i behaved today in front of h**.....was not at all fair......how could i do that......but i guess i've been taking a lot fo crap from h** recently.....i came home and really felt bad abt it....but couldnt help it......just one of those bad times or rather the "not me" behavior. But one thing i have learned with all this happening, people change and time does to. Can't expect everything to turn out the way you want.

But a friend of mine once told me, may be its you......just change the way you look at things and from that very moment u'll experience a changed life.

Come what may

Still keep wondering.....does a good time always lead to a bad one, or is it just how you make it and deal with it. Ready to sort things out, but when u dont hear that reply back......it hurts....makes u feel ....what did i do? when u didnt actually do anything.
Happiness.....a word that means a zillion things, gotta keep it high, live it up, come what may, will stand and defend.
Trying to be myself, but this selfish world doesnt let me or rather stansd as an obstruction in my way. But i'll fight through, even if i dont win, i'll try, i;ll give it my best. And thats what life teaches me, every single time, dont give up, lead it...own it and ultimately rule it!!!

rough times

The world sometimes acts mean to you...but i am still wondering...how can all bad things happen at once....a close friend rifts apart for no mistake of mine.....a loved one goes afar and life starts pouring all its agonies at the same damn time. People also devalue you at a point when you most need them, expect them to be there for you.....its just one thing after another.

But just one thing convinces me at this point.....bad things are always followed by gud ones, a nite by a new morning, an end followed by a new beginning....and thats what leads me to hope.

Getting tired of it...but still haven't broken down yet, haven't lost it yet.....still have some hope, which pulls me along.

found

So my asssumption was proved right....it is her...brings gr8 joy to me....omg...fun times....those games, those dances and overall that life....will i experience it again?!?!?!

A new beginning

Life......always playing games with me eh? I wonder, and think.....but I must say i enjoy this game...because it leaves me at a totally new beginning at the end of each day.

The new year's hit its mark with one of the most awaited surprise......finding my long lost friend after 8 years......cant wait to hear from her.